Sunday, September 07, 2008
hey...
first post of the month..man.. its already september.. the year is really just flying past.. and looking at my schedule.. looks like the next few months are going to be hectic..jus when ive gotten used to the routine of my new life working office hours...new things are coming up..and my routine will be altered again.. co directing christmas musical is gonna take alot of time and energy im sure...but im sure it will be fulfilling so its okay...there are also some initiatives that im planning.. but i jus cant seem to get down to it.. i jus feel like spending all my free time relaxing and playing..i guess i got to get down to more important stuff ya...and i will..as soon as i plan everything out.. den i wont jus spend my weekday afternoons lazing around...im almost like living for the weekends man...i jus mull through the weekdays waiting for them to pass..weekends are the most fun..next weekend is already like packed with activities la.. oh well.. at least im keeping myself occupied...and of cos there is my psp..lolz..the so called anti social device... but its okay la.. i only like play it when im alone...so im still very much social...
anyway ive realised through my NS days.. from the basic training...to the office hours working period that ppl around me actually think im pampered..lol...and there is like this variety of reasons why ppl think like dis.. firstly.. older ppl..think dat im pampered cos im the only son..and like i havent worked in my whole life until now..(i would not consider the car washing as really working la)...its like they think i havent faced the hardships in life and therefore im too easygoing and relaxed..younger ppl like those around my age also think that my life is like too smooth.. no hardships..no trauma..like everythin is troublefree.. you know.. like i come from a good and stable family.. ive had my education without any problems.. and all those things la.. its like i dun have to like suffer or strive for things.. so whenever ppl tell me things like dis.. which has been like quite a few times already.. ill jus reply them by saying that im blessed... i mean i agree la that i havent really had hardships in my life.. its been rather smooth..i mean there have been problems and all la.. but nth major.. God has always shielded me from all those potentially problematic things..so yea.. its really jus God's blessing in my life.. and i dont see why everyone in the world has to go through hardships to learn stuff.. u can always grow in character without having to go through certain situations..God has his ways of doing things.. and ive seen it unfold in my life as well.. and its just in my personality to be relaxed. i dun think there is any use in being overly worried and worked up over things.. i jus surrender my life to God and he will take control..and im jus relaxed and to an extent easy going in the things i do.. i dun see any reason for that to be like a flaw..on the contrary i jus think its a benefit.. but i guess its hard for me to explain things in this way to non christians..cos the way they see God might be different..so yea..ill jus trust in God's direction for things..he has his plans and they will come to pass.. yup..
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