ive realised after some reflection that everytime i try to seize control from God.. my efforts nvr bear fruit.. its been like this since as long as i can remember. although i surrender my life to him.. i often try to take control of things as well.. to direct things the way i want them to go.. but god always screws everything up.. and im grateful for that man.. i think if god wasnt in my life.. i would be a totally screwed up person now.. probably having done so many things dat would potentially make me screwed.. He jus has his ways of making me realise things.. and i have to go through some ups and downs before i come to the realisation.. its jus the way God moulds my character i guess.. so im totally alrite with everythin now.. God keeps reminding me how blessed i actually am.. even without some of the things i wish i had.. there is a time for everythin.. and when the time comes.. im sure God will bless me with whatever it is.. so for now.. i shall concentrate on the things at hand..
you can be very nice to ppl..but they will screw you up...so instead of being vengeful when they screw you up.. you should jus continue being nice to them.. cos god is up there watching.. and he will bless you when u display such christlike behaviour..
[Deebs]
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11:14 pm
`deebs
`18 jan 89
`25 yrs old
`ex victorian
`ex innovian
`ex NTU
`man utd rules