im actually sick now... but im also in a good mood.. well im actually in a good mood most of the time so yea.. no surprise..i said ill post again when something significant happens.. honestly nth significant has happened la.. but i've been like so free.. so i've been like reflecting on things.. i like doing that.. helps me figure out the direction my life is taking... okay let me get something straight first.. my job isnt exactly slack.. im the staff assistant to the head of investigation in my division.. its a kinda big responsibility.. with alot of confidential documents being handled by me everyday.. so making a mistake like faxing something to the wrong person could land me in lotsa trouble.. so its quite stressful in a way la.. but the key is to finish the work asap la.. den can relax.. must let the work pile up.. i havent exactly learnt everythin yet.. in time la ya.. but u see the main reason why i am actually free is because once im done with work at 6pm daily, i dun have to think about it at all.. its not like when ur in school and u got to worry about the hw u got to hand in tmr and the exam that u got to study for.. here u jus do wad needs to be done.. and den ur finished.. so yea.. i got alot of carefree time..
anyway.. back to the reflecting part... ive come up with some ideas for new theories to write.. and i think ill write one by the end of this week.. i jus realised that i really got to back up the 6 theories ive written so far.. if its lost rite... ill be damn sad.. cos im quite proud of myself for writing those things.. so yea.. ive been thinking about alot of things which i cannot really disclose for reasons which u can guess for urself.. so anyway.. ive been thinking about some of the approaches that i took concerning certain matters and i realise that while there was nth wrong with my goal the approach was screwed up. i realise that alot of things that i thought were right were very very wrong.. and i have actually gained respect for ppl that i hated.. and for ppl that i thought had such a screwed up perspective of things.. i realise that wad i thought was mature.. wasnt exactly dat mature after all.. heh.. im human after all eh..sounds depressing rite.. as if i was a complete loser.. at least im glad i realise all this now.. the earlier the better... anyway i also figured that i can maintain my goal.. but jus strive for it the right way.. its possible.. BUT.. it takes two hands to clap.. if u know wad i mean.. figure it out.. its aint that chiem..heh..
im done.. theory coming up.. by sunday..cya
the ball is in ur court.. if u ignore it, the game ends... if u return it, the game RESUMES..
[Deebs]
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8:35 pm
`deebs
`18 jan 89
`25 yrs old
`ex victorian
`ex innovian
`ex NTU
`man utd rules
