its been over a month since my last post.. oh well..i jus read my last post and i feel that my attitude towards NS hasnt really changed.. i still dislike it and i still find it extremely disruptive...but i have to say.. getting some income is rather useful..its self explanatory i dun haf to explain why rite...anyway jus to update.. my POP date is the 23rd of July.. thats like in 10 days time...i would say that time has passed rather quickly.. but then again im really glad it has... this is one phase of my life dat i really wanna get rid off..lolz..im jus hoping that after i pop i dun have to come back from more training.. the problem is.. there is a pretty high chance of that happening..and i really dun want to.. i want a staff posting..well the official release of posting is on the 25th of july.. so ill jus wait..life in camp is kinda slack now.. im booking in later for my last full week in camp..im jus counting down the days man..and i really hope i dont have to cut my hair this week.. my comb is gathering dust la.. havent used it in like how long man...having no hair sux la..
anyway aside from NS life.. it looks like im going to NTU man.. SMU offered me business admin.. and well i prefer econs...i was thinking of reapplying next yr..and putting econs as my first choice for smu..but i decided dat ill only do that if i feel that God wants me to.. cos at the moment i kinda sense dat He is placing me in NTU..so i guess im stuck dere..lol.. ok so apart from dat life is quite good.. im finally able to go for things like worship encounter..since its on my pop week.. some kinda strategic timing there..so hopefully ill be able to resume my life the way that i like it..lolz..but then again ive learnt things in NS.. about the ppl around me and about my relationship with God..im able to understand some things better and i feel that im growing..i kinda dont know how to express it..lolz.. even though u hear me complain so much about NS.. i still feel extremely blessed considering how it has been so far.. i dont think it could haf been any bttr..i haf faced problems and god has pulled me through and i know he will help me through the rest of it.. so yea..things are looking good... and i guess ill update again when i know my posting...
discard the temporal...
[Deebs]
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5:44 pm
`deebs
`18 jan 89
`25 yrs old
`ex victorian
`ex innovian
`ex NTU
`man utd rules