Friday, December 07, 2007
hey...
i said in my last post that i felt that things were going to get better... but well.. it din exactly turn out the way that i wanted it to.. sooo things are not really better.. concerning that aspect la.. oh well.. mayb i was kinda rushing it.. ive kinda waited for quite long le.. so a while more isnt too bad la ya... but i never know la.. the longer a break u take.. the less familar things become.. and the more likely it is for u to get detached from it.. or for other things..which u might deem to be better to come along.. ppl say the u only realise the value of things when u lose them.. but sumtimes when u lose things for so long.. u might actually forget its so called value..u might start to wonder.. wad was so great about it... well that is a scenario that i am hoping to avoid.. but then again.. i might be making the wrong decision... all i can do is pray that god leads me in the direction which he sees fit.. besides.. all these kinda things have no lasting value.. unless they are directed by God.. it is sumthing i have learnt.. and u will realise too if u still havent...
after typing all this.. i realise that i miss coming up with theories about human behaviour.. i used to do that in case u ppl dont know.. i have two theories..both of which i published on this blog and i have typed out separately as well..mayb one day i can publish sum book eh..lolz.. i actually have like two more in mind.. and i think ill work on one tmr... but i dunno if i intend to blog it la.. cos they are just my opinions, experiences and observations afterall.. not everyone would agree with it.. some might even violently object... and others might assume it refers to certain ppl... while my experiences with certain ppl do shape my opinions of human behaviour, (i mean how else do u observe human behaviour) my theories are not like based on specific ppl.. or directed to them for that matter...
rite anyway.. sorry if the above part of my post has been to cheim or dry...but im in the thinking mood now.. so i cannot really help it...anyway..life has been alrite la.. as usual.. becoming more busy.. due to musical pracs, playing lan and other things...but at least it occupies my time and i dont end up rotting..i still got certain things to do.. such as finding a job... planning my bday party and certain other things.. at least i've got seoul garden dinner.. and soccer on sunday. so its gonna be a fun weekend.. i guess dats enough..cya..
i told myself i won't miss you... but it isnt working...
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