Monday, September 10, 2007
heyz...
first day of prelims..was fun.. sense the sarcasm? lolz.. but honestly im quite satisfied with how i did the papers.. and i think its really miraculous dat i finished my hist paper man.. its like im supposed to take 1 hr for my SBQ den 40 mins each for the remaining 3 essays.. problem is..i took 1hr 5 mins almost to do my SBQ properly cos i wanted to attempt the highest level la.. i means its prelims rite..dun try now den try when..lol.. den my first essay i took 45 mins..den i had to chiong my last two essays in 35 mins each.. and i still managed to rite over 3 pages.. 3 pages is the standard la.. so im happy le... though i knida made one factual error.. mix up la..lol..besides dat i should improve from mid yr.. for econs the same la.. jus whack only.. but i think after studying properly..my answers got like more substance? hahas..well jus got to wait and see rite.. sumtimes we think we did okay..but when the paper come back.. NIGHTMARE!..lolz.. its kinda ironic that doing exams has improved my mood somewhat.. but i am totally exhausted now.. after not going to school for one week.. to sit down and write for 5 hours plus us madness la..lolz..
well so aside from the happenings of sch... things have been ok la.. not say good..or bad either.. could be much much bttr though..lolz.. u know ppl always say.. u miss things most when u lose it... i know ive felt it before...but sumhow i found new meaning and intensity to it..lol..i sound abit too serious..i mean well...i guess your experiences shape the way u think...so mayb that explains why i feel like dat.. when i think back about how things were (k i know this is vague..cos u wont haf an idea how far back im thinking..well it has to be like dat to maintain the anonymity) -> is there such a word? lol... rite..so back to the point...i realise the right way for me to have dealt with the situation last time..but i doubted the ability of others to handle it.. but i think after seeing things progress and reading wad ppl say..they've matured? lol..yea sumthing like dat.. and dats really good..i jus hope it doesnt reach a stage where skepticism sets in..and the hope and belief fades away..cos its possible..happened to me before...i dunno how my attitude is gonna change over the next few months..but for the moment it is like dis..and sumhow..i want it to stay the way it is...
if the days feel like years when im alone... what do the months feel like?
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