Tuesday, September 11, 2007
hey...
im blogging kinda often nowadays.. dunno how long it will last..but if u only like come my blog once week or wadeva..den u can scroll and read all the posts.. i think there is only 3 on the page.. oh well..dun wan too many la.. look very long...lolz..
rite..anyway its september 11... not many ppl seem to remember the significance of the day.. probably cos its been 6 years..and osama jus came out with a video showing all the people out to kill him..that after 6 years..he is still alive and kicking..oh well.. guess there is a purpose for him to be alive despite everythin he did...
today.. i kinda spent alot of time sleeping..and some time studying.. tmr is lit exam and well im jus trying to correct the mistakes i normally make for lits exams.. so hopefully i can see a marked imprvment...hope i can sumhow develop refreshing ideas so the markers are wowed..lolz.. doubt it la.. but got to do well la.. sumhow.. only by doing prelims well can i enjoy my holidays in peace..k wait.. WHAT HOLIDAYS? lolz.. barely one month.. but den i still dunno when im getting posted to the army... jan 19th is the ideal date.. anyone can tell me why? lolz...
anyway..while i was sleeping jus now..i had this really wierd dream..its really retarded..but in a way i think it has sum kinda meaning to it... so ill keep dat in mind.. rite so everyone reading this will be like.. wad was the dream??!! lolz.. well i shant type it out.. u can ask me.. i might tell you..lolz..
i jus realised today that ive been kinda immersed with exams and all that i havent really benn thinking about much else.. except one thing la.. but besides that ive been so self absorbed..was toking to sumone jus now..and i just suddenly got jolted out of it.. exams are impt yes.. i mean they dun come much more impt den A lvls..but still..so many other things are happening and going on..by mugging like crazy its like walling myself in..shutting out everythin else.. dun think its good though.. ppl might say..mus sacrifice to study la..and dat mus jus focus on studies for this period... i jus think u got to strike the balance.. balance is just so impt in life..whether its when ur writing a GP essay or more impt things in life..like ur priorities..balancing social life with school life..dat kinda thing..sum ppl are jus bttr at balancing den others.. so u jus got to know urself ya..i can balance! hahas... though some ppl might not realise dat..rite..anyway...
u know..ppl sometimes..or always say dat..the best things in life are free.. family..friends..love..so on so forth...but when i think about it..they arnt..lol..u got to but presents for family and friends..expensive u know...dats why i dun buy most of the time.. oops...lolz..but really..love also expensive.. mus buy valentines day gift la..dis and dat... expensive u know..lolz..k im crapping..anyway.. there is a cost to love..whether u love or get loved...its not a monetary cost..but sumthing else..u got to pay the price..at the end of the day is it worth it? sometimes it is..it can be..but den again..it might not be.. take ur pick..
and when i die... then ill die loving you...
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