Saturday, September 08, 2007
hey...
sumhow today i feel that i regret alot of things that i've done.. i mean its been a while.. a few weeks.. and i just thought i should take it in my stride and life goes on rite.. but no.. sumhow it doesnt.. haiz.. so many regrets.. but i had no choice i guess.. but sumtimes i feel like god is just shielding me... from getting involved in things that will cause me to go off track..not go off track becos ppl are bad.. but simply cos of all the complications that come with certain ppl not being flexible..and now i hear things..and i wonder if ppl get the wrong idea about me..actually i already know some ppl got the wrong idea of me.. its obvious...but wad can i do.. its like such a complex web of things...its so hard to explain..but those ppl are not my concern..i mean if u not even involved..and u dont know the full circumstances...wadeva judgements u make.. whether based on inferences or cos ppl told u sumthin.are totally baseless...sum things u got to experience to know.. besides when u got so many problems of ur own..go settle them la..help urself...den help others... wads the use of helping others when u urself are in such crap..argh this is so frustrating...i regret... now i cannot even converse...wad can u do when u cant tok huh...blah..i feel so helpless...i jus hope the ppl dat im concerned about dun get the wrong idea.. cos if they do.. that would just be tragic... be patient.. the time will come.. when i can make things clear..
i hope ppl dun start thinking dat im toking about certain things..when i am not..not everythin that i type has a link and a meaning.. sum phrases i just like.. others are meant for ppl...
and i loved u more den u would ever know...
[Deebs]
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