a setback or a step forward... its really hard for me to tell at this point.. i have so many emotions running through my head at this point..i cant even express it..i cant recall the last time i went through such an emotional rollercoaster.. ok it isnt exactly a roller coaster.. its more like.. down..down..up..down.down.down..down..down..yea..i dun think i put enough downs.. man i dun even know how to explain this..argh im like completely giving myself away.. although i dunno how much longer i can jus keep quiet and conceal everythin dat i feel... but now.. more den ever.. i know i haf to do an extra good job of it... for another week? month? months? oh man.. i think ill jus explode.. or implode..wadeva...the timing is just impeccable man..totally...its nobody's fault.. if it is anyone's fault.. its got to be mine.. i should haf seen it coming..looks like i suck after all eh..blah..ignore this post..
[Deebs]
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10:34 pm
`deebs
`18 jan 89
`25 yrs old
`ex victorian
`ex innovian
`ex NTU
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