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Sunday, August 19, 2007

heyz..

i shall promise to make my posts regressively depressing.. which means progressively less depressing.. sorry bout dat.. remembered progressive and regressive tax structures..lol... rite..school seems to be the life at the moment..study..muggy..study..muggy.. wad a life man... not to mention ill be going army after this.. wad a life man... lolz.. its okay.. suffer for another about 2 yrs plus.. den life becomes a whole lot more interesting and liberal... often, it is when u are reaching the end of the race that it becomes so much harder to go forward.. the end of uniform school is near.. but it seems so draggy.. i jus cant wait man.. ppl keep saying.. dunno wad.. 70 sumthin days or less to As.. the lower that number goes.. the happier i get.. i mean it isnt as if i can slow the countdown down rite.. it will jus keep going down.. so wads the use of moaning and complaining dat time is running out.. jus look on the bright side la.. i want the time to run out.. and ill jus haf to make sure im ready for it.. when it runs out.. im confident ill get through these hectic months and come out in one piece..no fatter im sure..lol..

anyway on fri during cell..was reading through the material when i cam across this phrase that said.. '95% of the time, the things we worry about are uncalled for" or sumthin along dat line... when i was reading that i realised that at that point i was really worried about quite alot of things... so i decided to put it to the test.. and true enough.. by the end of saturday.. about 70% of the things i was worrying about cleared themselves out.. and my worry was indeed unnecessary... i trust the remaining 25% will clear out too.. in time la...

after much reflection and thinking.. ive come up with the conclusion that there are many things that go through my mind that some ppl wont understand.. the only person that i can trust to understand every opinion and every thought and way of thinking of mine is God.. granted it may not always be the right or good way..but i believe most of the time it is.. God made everyone differently... physically...emotionally..and in terms of character and personality.. every single person is different..even identical twins... we are highly differentiated.. therefore the way we do things and our level of maturity and understanding and intelligence is all different.. some ppl can handle things faster and more effectively than others... its a fact of life.. some ppl can juggle things that others cannot.. therefore.. we cannot put general guidelines on ppl and treat them all the same. jus becos from ur experience an 18 yr old cannot handle a certain thing... doesnt mean another 18 yr old cannot handle it... they could be able to..and if u dont know the person well.. u dont know how they think or function..then u are obviously in no position whatsoever to decide if they are capable or not.. i guess God is the only one who can.. some ppl were made more able than others in certain areas for a reason..God probably made them dat way to enable them to handle certain situations in the proper way.. there is a purpose for everythin..ppl are smarter than others for a reason.. stronger than others for a reason.. faster than others for a reason..u jus got to realise that reason and behave accordingly..u might be wondering wad am i getting at.. well i am getting at sumthin.. if u can figure it out.. good for u.. if not too bad..

i jus don't think that they understand
but God does

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