Thursday, August 23, 2007
hey...
i sit and wait...for sumthin to happen...i wait for things to go the way i envision them to... but no.. its nvr works out according to plan.. dats why ppl say.. if u dun wan ur plans to be screwed..dun even plan.. without a plan.. ur plan cannot be spoilt.. if u get wad i mean... but i cant help it.. ive always been a planner.. cos i like to think about stuff.. i like to plan things out the way i want them to turn out.. i have a plan now... its not complete.. still needs to be refined.. i intend to carry it out soon.. but i still got to clarify certain things..and see the general direction of how things go.. im almost certain.. it wont work out the way i want it.. it might not even work out at all..but i got to take sum action.. if not i might just waste away... sitting and waiting..staring at my com.. staring at my phone...i know ill probably get dissappointed.. but i rather try and fail..rather than jus live and regret my rued chance...i cant help but feel that i got outsmarted by a combination of ppl..but im not playing sum kinda game.. and i know my motives were not wrong..sumtimes i feel that being nice..compromising and sacrifising and polite to ppl.. doesnt yield the desired results.. rite..anyway i should not assume too much before i take action.. tmr the proper planning will start.. and next week..all will be out...wads gonna happen? who knows?
what am i fighting for? there must be something more..for all these words i've said... do you feel anythin?
[Deebs]
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