somehow i jus feel compelled to blog... past two days have been roller coaster la..im not gonna post details.. but wed was fun.. went for like a class outing.. had fun walking around..crapping taking pics.. and jus enjoying myself with my classmates.. great bunch of ppl...but my plans for the rest of the days got screwed.. ended up really exhausted and felt unwell.. so i rested at home.. today.. woke up early.. felt bttr.. was excited about the soccer match.. but it only lasted 15-20 mins for me..after getting tackled i felt sumthin pull in my left leg.. but i carried on..cos it wasnt too bad.. den when i ran at one part.. the thing jus gave way.. felt my hamstring like moving up and down.. hurt like hell man... so had to sit out the rest of the match.. damn sad la. i cant run now.. got to walk slowly..and i take ages to go up or come down the stairs.. grrr! i feel handicap la.. i jus thank god it wasnt more serious.. den went to nun's house for the surprise party.. it was damn funny la.. the look on his face.. the cake was super delicious la.. yum yum.. but my ability to enjoy. was hampered by my pain in the leg.. could not sit on the floor and all.. we played risk too.. i was kinda winning.. with jeanette.. its like the two of us left to fight it out... but no time le.. kinda late.. so came home..
now jus some thoughts that ive had over these two days.. firstly i was under the impression dat.. in life.. ive experienced quite alot..good and bad...but i realise.. ive been fortunate.. protected and priviliged to only have 'suffered' as much as i did... there is worst.. so much worst that hasnt happened to me.. and while im greatful for that i think its just so cruel...
another things.. the stuff that u experience in life.. is not jus a vain experience.. and it is not jus used to help u and prevent u from making the same mistakes again.. its for u to help others too.. ok u might think dat this is basic..and that uve done it many times.. fine den.. i probably have done it too.. but only recently have i realised the magnitude of it..
its hard to be impartial in ur speech to sumone special.. expecially when being impartial might cause them to drift away form you..
[Deebs]
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12:49 am
`deebs
`18 jan 89
`25 yrs old
`ex victorian
`ex innovian
`ex NTU
`man utd rules