things have been... uh alrite? i guess so la.. GP prelim on wed was harder den i would haf liked... i wanted a qn on youth to come out..but nth.. so had to do the other social problem qn.. which was on the elderly.. good thing i did i similar essay before.. so had points to write... write until hand pain la..i was scared a wont be able to write my paper two quickly..especially AQ.. when time is short... sumhow i managed.. god's grace..hahas... was dead tired after dat... but ended up going to church anyway.. learnt more interesting stuff.. about no dwelling on the causes of everything... but on how i am going to respond.. it kinda hard concerning alot of things.. but i have to respond in the right way..
on another note.. i think there needs to be more flexibility concerning certain issues..its like ppl have their experiences and thus have their opinions shaped accordingly.. yes they are older.. wiser..more knowledgeable.. so on so forth.. but things change.. not everyone is the same... u cannot jus treat everyone in the same way and have rigid guidelines.. yes the overall idea will probably remain.. but some of the finer print has to adapt with the times.. and with the people u are dealing with... it is a fact that some ppl can handle things earlier den others.. there are more mature and know how to prioritise their lives bttr and juggle responsibilities and commitments... essentially u got to be in control of yourself.. and honest with yourself.. if u know u cant handle it..den stay away... if u can..by all means.. obviously its a risk...but its part of life.. if u are wrong..u fall.. get up..den move on..but of cos..its hard to effect changes at this point.. in the future perhaps..
i am feeling abit bttr.. coming to terms with more things.. though i still wish they turn out the way i want it.. i was thinking jus now..and i got this thought... if u take econs..u will know that for the BOP.. if a country has a surplus..it means another country has a deficit..it is impossible for everyone to be in surplus or deficit.. i think the same thing applies to happiness... there are times when we feel kinda neutral..like nth to be happy about or sad about.. mundane boring life.. dat would be the happiness equilibrium.. however if someone becomes happy due to something.. that happiness could be at other ppl's expense..making them sad.. so if one becomes happy..one becomes sad.. everyone cannot be happy..everyone cannot be sad.. even if u dun take econs..i thik u might get the general idea.. only u cant link it to BOP..lolz.. so yea i think this is true..even though essentially we all wanna be happy..what we want and wish for..and what we really get is different. so even if u decide dat u wanna be happy...u might not be able to control it..and u will be sad... happened before? probably has..
whatever it takes... i'll make your darkest day so bright.. i want to..
[Deebs]
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12:00 am
`deebs
`18 jan 89
`25 yrs old
`ex victorian
`ex innovian
`ex NTU
`man utd rules
