Deebs' Blog;

Monday, August 27, 2007

hello..

today was fun... sense the sarcasm? mayb not.. cos for a period of a few hours.. it was actually fun... so mayb i should talk about that first... after sch.. went to yishun to meet the church peeps.. we were going to watch hairspray.. had a good time jus laughing and crapping during dinner.. den went to the movie.. it was like sum movie musical thingies.. got alot of songs.. which is the kinda thing i dun really like..but this movie rocked.. u know why.. cos it was hilarious.. i laughed just about as much as i did for rush hour.. and i was like tearing at one point with my stomach really pain.. seriously man.. totally funny.. it really cracked me up.. yea so for that duration of time.. it was fun..

besides that.. things havent exactly been desirable la.. to put to nicely.. im not feeling happy... neither am i feeling sad.. im just feeling human.. i did things knowing wad i was getting myself into.. but i had to.. i knew i jus had to.. if not i wont get it off me.. and ill be burdened by it. so yea.. i took the risk.. took the bold step and did it.. i cant really express wad i feel here.. cos firstly.. this lovely blog of mine is overly public... it doesnt mean its famous.. its just too public.. both have different meanings.. if u cant figure it out..come ask me... and secondly.. wad i feel.. in my opinion.. is really complex... i mean i myself cannot completely figure it out.. the reason it came.. the reason it stays.. and all dat..its like sum kinda stalemate.. but things cant be like dat foreva.. something has to give way.. or sumone has to give way.. only thing is. u nvr know when.. im patient.. ill wait... cos i know im genuine..and that i made the right choice..

sometimes i cant help but wonder why the 'good guy' has to lose..

[Deebs]

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