im in a good mood...hahas.. well i know i haent blogged in a few days.. although my life has been eventful through those days...ill jus giv a brief overview.. sunday..had fun in the morning..(lol)...den had soccer.. scored a (nice) goal..lolz..den lost my wallet...(sian).. i hate losing my wallet la.. anyway it was stolen la.. cos i knew i had it with me as a was changing.. den after the match it was gone..idiotic... den on tues.. my internet went down.. on my com only.. my sis one works.. so at least i could check my mail and all..shall have to get that fixed soon.. alot of impt things on my com.. ive been staying in school till at least 7 since mon.. madness la.. when i come home im just exhausted and cant find time for anythin..even msn for that matter.. only use it for like less den an hour at nite..but its good la i guess... need to muggy muggy... im kinda getting used to it la.. dont resent it dat much.. just hope i see the fruits of it... but ive been generally happy from the day after my internet died.. enjoy my time in school more.. i have to i guess.. since im spending so much more time there.. and well i have my reasons..hahas. tmr for once wont be staying in school.. got to go worship retreat.. wanna come back and rest first mayb.. see how..lolz..
ok.. school aside.. just some long overdue thoughts.. after certain event of the recent past i realise dat sumtime i do get ahead of myself abit too much..i feel that i am able to do certain things..achieve certain things dat it isnt time for me to achieve yet.. im like trying to force myself ahead of god's plan..when he just wants me to focus on the immediate concerns...and that is why sumtimes i become blind to the wrong things i am doing.. but im glad i realised..now im more cautious.. and yes i know i made some mistakes..i accept it..but i still dont think it is a big deal..it is wrong yes.. i wont do it again.. but i think behind this..there is a greater issue..one that does not have me involved.. an issue between the remaining parties..there is mistrust...lack of communication perhaps leading to things being done secretly... my contribution is minor.. the seed was already planted..the seed of the idea of doing wadeva it is.. and the fact that it was planted and not removed has nth to do with me...hmmm.. is hard to explain.. but when ppl stubbornly believe in their way.. ill jus do justice to myself and den im fine.. its hard to help some ppl..if ur not receptive den..its hard..wad to do... but its not in my place to judge..and these are just my thoughts..could be wrong..heh..but of course i thought alot before coming up with this...so i believe its true to a certain extent...
i shall stick to my pace
[Deebs]
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11:32 pm
`deebs
`18 jan 89
`25 yrs old
`ex victorian
`ex innovian
`ex NTU
`man utd rules
