one week of hols left...has this past week of hols been fruitful? erm not really? lolz.. ive got exams in like a week la.. shit man i cant stand this..its like only a few more months of suffering..yet it seems so hard la..god help me..lolz..
im back to triangle one... if u know wad dat means..lolz..i guess it will be line 1 soon... but thats okay.. it eventually had to reach that stage.. guess its abit early..anyway..ive fulfilled my goals..or more like wadeva i wanted to do.. whether the outcome is desirable or not.. only time will tell..i realise dat there are some ppl i will never understand.. the way they think.. they way they set their priorities and make their decisions.. quite puzzling.. its like they know things are wrong and it will only bring them trouble..but they still do it..they mix with a bunch of corrupt freaks.. who from PAST EXPERIENCE have already brought trouble which has led to dire consequences..yet they just dont learn... well ive done all i can.. god help these ppl..lolz..
well i watched fantastic 4 with like 8 others.. sumhow i dun fancy watching movies with just a few ppl.. seems to be some kind of trend or sumthin.. rite.. anyway in my life ive heard my fair share of lame excuses and reasoning.. but guess wad.. i heard some really good ones recently.. and it was even made to look like it was my fault..ppl mix up obligation and responsibility and a simple admission of fault is supposed to fix things? lolz.. amazing i guess.. if this happened say 3 months ago.. i would be on a all out revenge mission.. but oh well.. im glad it happened now.. when ive decided that even if i was being blatantly lied to..or whether it was a genuine slip of the mind ( something which is highly unlikely..but of cos still possible)..i shall forgive..but its abit hard to forget.. in time i guess.. based on future behaviour? i dont know..lolz..
anyway im not saying all this to like get back at ppl.. its jus my thoughts..and perhaps an insight into the direction in which ppl are moving towards..can be quite apalling.. but there is no evil intention..dun misunderstand.. yea..im done..
feel this...!
[Deebs]
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11:55 pm
`deebs
`18 jan 89
`25 yrs old
`ex victorian
`ex innovian
`ex NTU
`man utd rules