today was much more peaceful den ytd.. ive completely distanced myself from the events of the week.. dwelling aint gonna do me any good.. besides im not that affected...been through this many times..so yea.. life goes on.. ive got alot of things to bother about.. sch..a lvls.. soccer tourn.. church camp..
this whole thing happened before..at the end of the yr.. with someone else.. i should have prevented it this time.. oh well... i wont let it happen again...and i wonder why i have such a high benchmark.. probably a good thing as it keeps me free of distractions till my As are over.. but the benchmark is distracting me again..lolz..oh well..wads new...but im like having second thoughts now.. after sum new discoveries about the fact that ppl are screwing their lives up.. they jus do things without thinking about the possible consequences.. consequences that could ruin their lives..haizz..i dunno la... seems like it jus gets worse and worse huh.. mayb i should jus stay away from all this..permenantly..lolz.. is that even possible.. time will tell..
u din miss it.. u jus werent in it... bttr get a good plaster den.. yea i din know.. and i dont wanna know...
[Deebs]
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11:54 pm
`deebs
`18 jan 89
`25 yrs old
`ex victorian
`ex innovian
`ex NTU
`man utd rules