Deebs' Blog;

Sunday, October 08, 2006

Hi...

second post of the day... and i PROMISE you.. this will be the LONGEST post ive ever done... its a promise..everything in this post is said cos of things said about me..disclaimer la..in case ppl think i scolding for no reason..

ive had enough of being nice MS PETRINA SOH... there is no need to try and conceal the identity of the person i am toking about..when everyone knows..rite.. where do i start hmm?
firstly my face is right here.. i DARE you to come and slap it anytime... im waiting..u wanna kill me? come la.. jus try.. i think u will be bttr at killing yourself.. which of cos i know u are not very gd at.. since u have not managed to in all your attempts..words wanna shoot out of your mouth.. shoot la.. as if i cannot shoot back..u dislike and detest me? hahahs.. well go ahead.. not that i need u to like me anymore.. that was when i was blinded.. by ur face..have u offended me in your past life? hmm let me think.. i tell you one thing.. u have intentionally led me on by pretending dat u din like HIM.. i shant put his name cos im not out to scold him as well... i pray to god he is the one for you.. if not.. i feel sad for him..you dun like me in that guy-girl relationship kinda way..den why the hell did u msg me and tell me that u like me more den HIM.. sadly i deleted the msg.. if not will have prove.. in case u are scheming enough to say that u din say such a thing.. like a blonde mayb?...u will so slap my face arh? still waiting for you.. i am an egoistic, self absorbed, self indulgent, selfish, self proclaimed idiot who thinks i am the most well liked and well loved person in the whole entire world? hahas trust me.. u are the only person who thinks dat way.. cos u are bitter... i think i deserve what i get in church? yes i do.. cos im committed to the ministry and i do it wholeheartedly...not like you..bitch.. i know its utterly contradictory that i tok like im spiritual den i use these words.. im sorry k..jus this once.. the right ppl were at leaders training..? of cos la.. only two girls are matured.. i mean i cannot believe u put the picture of you, mandy and jeanette on your blog and actually said u love the picture.. the VOLUMES that u bitched about them to me..dun u even dare deny this.. u bitched about mandy.. u bitched about jeanette and u have the audacity to say u like the pic.. u are hypocrite number one dammit.. and i sure as hell was stupid to be nice to you.. as i said i was blinded..if i was to list all the mistakes i made of liking you.. it would take foreva..its my fault la.. i was jus too strong headed to realise i was being played ALL ALONG! but u did one hell of a good job.. well done.. mus applaud u on dat.. you had me fooled.. and dun deny that u only do things that u feel like doing.. u are selfish and unappreciative.. unlike that oh so touching msg that HE sent to you.. and you forwarded to me.. i wonder if he knows that u did such things.. forward msges he sent to you to me.. i wonder..why the hell i like you.. as i said.. its my fault i was being stupid all along.. u wanna screw me? bring it.. im still waiting... and dun even feel disgusted by that sentence.. cos you and HIM have toked about alot more juicy things.. as u will see later... i know that i failed to knock sense into you.. cos that would be an impossible task.. how to help someone who does not want to be helped.. tell me how? the horror if u ended up with me.. yea THE HORROR after all those disgusting things you tok to HIM about.. my god.. if only eveyone knew.. well they dont haf to wait much longer.. u are too high class for me... bitch.. u bloody hell think i am at your feet issit? gimme a break la.. i wun deny u are pretty.. but what the hell is the use of that huh? it aint gonna get u anywhere as soon as ppl see through your facade.. it took me 3 yrs.. i pray other dun take so long.. HE is a million times bttr den me.. granted he is bttr looking den me.. ill be the first to admit.. but everyone has their strengths and weaknesses.. anyway im not here to insult HIM.. you gonna show me that u are perfectly fine walking with two of your greatest frens when u come to camp...? hahas go ahead.. im glad im not the one walking with you.. how disgusting that would be.. i should regret? WAKE UP BITCH... i dun give a shit about you.. not anymore.. whether i catch sumone screwing u upside down i dun give a damn... btw its hady.. not hardy.. nut..

for those who like juicy stuff.. u can start reading from here..lolz..im sure miss petrina soh will enjoy reading this.. ( p.s. i am NOT the one who said all this..) comments in brackets are mine..hehe

lets quote:

3rd July

i dun wanna leave you.. i cant bear okay.. i dun want you to DIE. i can't sleep with the thought of you hurting yourself every nite if i leave...( awww.. how touching rite...)

11th July

i wanna go your house now, give u a nice long hug and kiss and watch the stars...(so sweet hmm?)

haha. pleasee? pretty pleasee.. my my prettiest, most wonderful, nicest, most warmm, the best of best of best friendd anyone could havee... with the most most prettiest smile ever! haha(speaking of EXAGGERATION!)

15 July

i wanna hug and kiss you.. your blah blah and blah blah smell nice rite? (WTF!)

i wanna put my tongue in your mouth..i wanna put my tongue in your mouth and play play there ( sia la... exciting sia!)

man i do love it when your legs interlock with one another..( hmmm interesting...)

cause i kiss you all over.. u can kiss kiss me all over too what...( wow such GRAPHIC descriptions)

you can be on top of me now.. instead of me on top of you..( wow... karmasutra?)

take off your shirt.. take off my shirt.. your jeans..blah blah..( you knw whats next dont you?)

16 july

jeanette is a princess and my sister is a queen and im nothing :( ( AWWW HOW SAD!! sucka!)

******* said she saw us in town.. den she told deeben ( so it was true after all hmm?)

at least we told our parents..( i hope you told all this too...)

27 july

missyou+loveyou. wannahugyou. *kisses* byebye. ( wah nice variety..)

okay finish...trust me there is worse where that came from.. jus too graphic to put here.. lalala.. i truly enjoyed typing this..ive got to say sorry to HIM.. i had no choice... i cant jus sit around and get blasted by ppl.. its just not me....

[Deebs]

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