Saturday, August 19, 2006
hi...
i see a need to make a new post.. sick of reading my last post..
quite a bit of shit has happened over the last few days...
school is getting overly stressful...PW sux to the core..
got tripped while playing soccer.. stupid nut dunno how to play...jus trip ppl only..can see my flesh all..looks bad..its quite deep too.. oh well...though it hurts..i dun give a shit..
im like so angsty these few days..all this shit doesnt matter..
but wadeva la ya.. there is always god.. the one and only person who will ALWAYS be with you..
people come and go...come back and go again... the day will come they will go foreva... not that im waiting for that day...i never wanted it to happen..i hoped that it would never happen... i dun lose hope easily.. but when i lose hope.. its probably a lost cause.. if in 3 yrs nothing happens.. despite me spending so much time and effort...and trying so hard.. putting my own agenda aside...nth happened..what makes u think somethin will happen in the future...or mayb all along u thought nth would happen..den why i ask u.. why did things happen the way they did.. false hope..bleah...i back to this again..grrrr...will u fulfil ur promise huh?
anywayz... im looking forward to the future... after exams.. hols..christmas...east timor..seems a long way away...but itll come...
[Deebs]
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