Saturday, August 12, 2006
helloz..
today ( fri ) wasnt really a good day.. wasnt really a bad day either.. jus one of those days where there is a mixture of both... some ppl ask me... how in the world am i able to tolerate certain things... how am i able to keep going despite all the rumours... all the crap that happens.. they think im either extremely stupid.. or i really really know what im doing.. most people if not all probably think the first one.. however id like to think the second one... although i mus admit there are times when i have considered the first one... many times in fact..but not recently la.. i jus seem to be more sure of myself over the past few weeks.. i hope it carries on that way... but to every plan that ppl have.. every desire..there are always obstacles... it can come in the form or people..or problems.. ive got both... let me ask u a question.. are fickle minded guys a common thing... im sure there are differing opinions.. im not really bothered.. but i sure have found one.. people who can change their mind concerning quite major issues in their lives over a few days.. jus suddenly.. well..part of life eh.. it can never be smooth... never.. at least thats how it seems to me now.. but its okay... i trust and have faith.. i resign to the fact that all i can do is try... ill try to show.. ill try to prove and ill try as hard as i can.. if it fails.. den it isnt meant to be.. im trying... the result remains to be seen..
for better? or for worse? time will tell...
[Deebs]
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