someone told me today that my blog is full of sad things... ppl have told me befor ethat my blog very emo... like a girls one..lolz..and im like uh rite... so jus to clarify... i am NOT sad most of the time..its quite the opposite really..ppl who know me well enough should know... im happy most of the time...but everyone's life got problems one what...and it jus happen dat i blog about problem more often den i do about happy things.. cos alot of happy things i really cannot say..hahas.. so yea...please dun think im some sad and deranged person..although if u look at my ic photo you might think im perpetually depressed..lolz..but im not ya..hahas okay..
next... recently i heard these two..uh thoughts... one from a person and another i read somewhere... i first one is.. 'suicide is a permenant solution to a temporary problem'.. when i heard this.. it got me thinking really.. not cos im suicidal k..den get me wrong lol... jus that ppl might think that a permenant solution is good.. cos it ends all the sufferings once and for all.. but they dun see the second part which says its a temporary problem..it will pass..everyone has problems.. some more den others..some more major den others...but thats life... suicide should not even be an option.. its jus a general thought ya...not refering to ppl..
i also heard this somewhere... ' if only i knew how much i was loved, my life would have been so much bttr' i think i heard it on a tv show.. as soon as i heard this i started thinking again... hahas.. im a very reflective person ya... i guess sometimes we keep dwelling on this person create problem for me..argue with me... scold me..slap me... wadeva... we jus dun realise that when we dwell on the negative our minds get tuned to it.. and we look at everythin that way..ive been guilty of this.. im sure many of us have been... mayb we should look at the ppl who really care for us..family and frens.. the genuine care..concern and even love... if u think more about these positive things u will realise the good things in life.. and mayb ur life would be much bttr.. think about it..hahas.. food for thought.. once again.general thought.. not refering to ppl..
well today was crazy la... dun really have much to say...but im glad something was more or less settled... in a way la..the coming week is gonna be a stressful one..ive got tamil oral for A lvls too.. hope the week flies past...can't wait for fri..hahas..byebye
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