Tuesday, November 22, 2005
heyz...
im bloggin cos..i dunno..i jus watched like 5 one tree hill season 3 episodes back to back...yup..and its sad..lol..hahas im feelin kinda weird..brings back memories ya...some of the things la..hahas..i dunno y it affects me so much...now ive kinda lost my mood for everythin...yup..haiz..even the thought of O levels is over isnt helping..oh well...jus like life has its ups and downs...holidays has its ups and downs as well...and ive a feelin tmr is gonna be the same..and thurs also..oh well...lotsa things coming up...youth camp..east timor..well i dunno la..lost my excitement for both events really..the hols jus feel so empty...nth to look forward to...not like all the previous hols...sumthin missing...mayb dats y im feeling the way im feelin now...bah!..no idea..so lost...all i can do is walk up and down and think of what happened...jus like what i was doing few weeks before my Os...at least this time it wun do any harm thinkin bout it...there is nothin for it to distract me from...im thinking of all those sad songs again...haizz...dats not good...oh well this post is depressing enough...
lets tok about tmr...lol..hmm..at 3.30 am there is a soccer match..man u one..im in two minds whether to watch it or not...tmr ive got to wake up early...to do sum stuff..if i wantch the match..my mom will not leave me in peace..and i will only go to sleep at 5.30 am...so yea..wun wake up early enough...so no idea what im gonna do...at night got to go to church also...haiz like no life man..damn sianifying...oh well...there is a reason for everythin..so ill jus see how things turn out...time for me to get back to my brooding... :(
CHiLL~ (NOT)
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