Wednesday, October 12, 2005
heyz..
man..im jus feelin a little sad at the moment...dun really know why la..after kinda blocking out the events of the past month...sum memories still flash by..jus watching all these shows like O.C. and one tree hill..haiz sad..man..i know i am not exactly making sense at the moment..dunno if any of u understand what im saying..but if u do its good la..i jus miss the way things were...if only..things were really how i thought they were...haizz..k la..i dun wanna depress ppl..well today din go sch..was studying..had a dream la..actually kinda a flashback of what happened sum time ago..i think 2 months ago..and dat kinda contributes to the way im feelin now..but wadeva la..i cannot be sucked into this again..ive wasted far too much time..need to find sumthin more lasting now..yea..need to concentrate on Os..i jus want it to finish la..everyone is like finishing their exams...and i still have 38 days to go..to the end of exams la...not the start..lol..the start is like next fri...scary huh..its like u spend ur secondary sch life..preparing for the O levels and its just about here..oh well..i really need sumthing to cheer me up..but i bet i haf to wait till after my Os to enjoy myself like properly..hmm ok la..enough i guess...
behind those fake smiles of yours
all your lies
all your manipulation
all your deception
will not go away...
no matter where u go...
CHiLL~
[Deebs]
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