lol..ok enough of dat...actually today was really normal loh..nth at all supernatural...of course i wasnt expecting sumthing extra to happen..anyway...so yea..have not blogged for almost a week...this week..really a turning point for a certain issue for me la...sumthing dat has taken up alot of my thoughts...time and effort..over the past almost 2 years la..if i say the exact den will be too obvious...so well..this week i was able to shut myself off from it la...after sunday i decided dat it was enough..i got the heck care attitude...mayb i exxagerating too much...but for me...it too much la...i've had it..so yea...now i haf distanced myself from it...so i might seem different la..act differently or wadeva...cos a certain self consciousness dat i had at certain times...is gone..certain things dat used to bother me...like sumthing i saw just like 1 hour ago..before i got home..dun bother me anymore..honestly i feel alot bttr...dis isnt really the way i wanted it to be...but...oh well..looks like i dun haf much of a choice...you might be wondering wad i am toking about...if you are...den...jus keep wondering...i think dat certain relationships i haf had will nvr be the same again...becos i can nvr fully trust certain ppl anymore...thanks to the way they act...and the sad thing is there are avenues in which they can sort of manipulate me..by sorta depriving me of things i want to do...so yea...it might happen...and if it does..itll jus confirm...the shittiness (no such word) of dat person...yea..hahas enough already rite...i am feeling really happy today...but not for the reasons dat i normally feel happy for...its for the opposite reason...weird how things can change...within one week...lala..well..at least now i can really and truly concentrate on my Os..yup..so yea..dats about it..im gonna sleep...and yea..byeZ
things will NEVER be the SAME again...
CHiLL~
[Deebs]
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11:36 pm
`deebs
`18 jan 89
`25 yrs old
`ex victorian
`ex innovian
`ex NTU
`man utd rules