honestly today in sch...i din learn a single thing...i was too bothered with other things...to be bothered about my work...more about dat later...so yea...had health check up...my eyesight is still perfect...i can read every single row...pro rite...hahas...den dey take blood pressure sumore...i nvr take b4 sia...all i know is a grew 1.5cm...now i am 177.5 cm...quite tall rite...hahahs..dat all for health checkup...one of my 'frens' got kenna public caning today...for stealing from another of my frens...he used to be one of my good frens...but now...his true character come out la...stealing form his own frens...how to trust him sia...haiz...sumore got police report against him...so he might be going boys home sumore...yea...so i spent the entire day...thinking about my life...sounds dumb i know...but its necessary every once in a while...so yea thought about the past two and a half years...so here are sum of my thought...
firstly i haf to say...i am NOT pinpointing anybody so...dun think i am toking about you...becos i am not...this concerns everything la..sch frens...church frens...family...and strangers...lol..so...here goes...
firstly..people change...sum just a little...sum super drastically...ppl who you thought you could trust...end up being ppl who could harm you...yea so...basically first point... dun trust ANYONE...except god of course...sum ppl promise to keep your secrets...BUT...in the end they tell it to the ppl...ppl who you definately dun want knowing your secrets...and their reason is...its for your own good...o yea...untrustable...
secondly...ppl do not appreciate wad you do for them...sumtimes they make it look as if yea...they appreciate you and all...but most of the time...you are like trying your best to help them and all...they jus accept the help with no appreciation wad so ever...i aint saying that we help expecting things in return..but at least the person you help should not shun you rite...second point... do not help ppl too much...seriously...sounds wrong rite..but oh well..if you become too committed to helping sumone and in the end..they dun bother about you..den yea...you will haf a sad sad day...
lastly...dun wanna put in too much la...got quite a lot more la..but heres the last one i am gonna put in here...ppl sumtimes dun realise that you cannot help them/cheer dem up...unless they tell you wad the problem is...they ask you...to help dem..den they tell you things super generally...den how in the world to help them...mayb they are jus too naive to realise all this...immature...oh well..third point...dun give up everything for one person....especially if they leave you in the dark...as in...dun tell you things that you deserve to know...yea..
all this might sound dumb to a few ppl...but honestly this really affects everyone...so yea...if you think long and hard enough...you could be the person committing all this...or you could be the victim...so in the end the only person to trust...is god...hes the only one to lead us and guide us according to his will for our lives...in the right direction...yupZ..dats all for now...cyaZ
CHiLL~
[Deebs]
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7:38 pm
`deebs
`18 jan 89
`25 yrs old
`ex victorian
`ex innovian
`ex NTU
`man utd rules