Saturday, February 05, 2005
Sat 5th Feb
hmmm...lets see the last time my day started of screwed up was...2 week ago...on a monday...so here it is again...i wun say its anybody's fault...even tough sum ppl try to make it sound like dat...i am at a loss really...i dunno wad to say...sumtimes i hear things..and i really lose my mood for everything...i jus cannot do anything rite now...in times like dis you got to turn to god you know...i dun understand y ppl deny obvious things...i mean its like everyone knows its true but...dey jus haf to deny it...well..mayb they haf their reasons...no use accusing ppl without knowing wads happening...so well...i gtg now...even though i haf no mood to play...jus hope God gives me peace...and to the dude who spoilt my morning...nah...actually i am grateful...thanks for revealing things and trusting me...i hope things get bttr...for me and for you expecially...
back...well got home sum time ago...playing did help me get my mind of thing...for awhile dat is..once i got home..started thinking..contemplating...and analyzing...poor me...i jus hate it when i cannot settle thing...hate guessing...but i am feeling just a little bttr...tmr...church...feel like playing soccer...need more things to get my mind off this...cos if i dun do anythin..i will jus dwell on it...at least i'll be out for quite long tmr..yea..so bye
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